Life is basically a game, a game which i'll neva win

2007-03-24T10:36:00.000+08:00

Here is something useful i wanna shared with u guys.
Well i get it from a friend of mine..

" Life is like a game of chess..
You have to strategies ur movements...
How excellent ur strategy was, u will defitnetly be eaten by ur
oppenent..
See tat as ur challenges, hardship in life
because in life theres no direct path.. theres no life without hardship.
AND
when u get to move ur dum over ur component (means u get to eat
ur component) .. see tat as a happy moment.. reaching ur highest
sky..... theres no life without happiness.
When u become king... means getting what u achieve.. now its ur turn to sustain it..
and win the game..."

2007-02-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

Okey im back. Its been a long time since i update. Im currently busy working and just plain lazy to update. Well lets see. Nothing special have happened with me so far. Life have been the same for me. Lets start with work. Work have been ok with me. I managed to get used of the job and no more scolding from the people there. Haah. But still after getting my pay i wanna change my job. Maybe wanna work at 7 Eleven store. Just MAYBE only. Still not sure about it.

As for my O Level result, it turned out to be not a good result for me. I just could not believed that i got C6 for maths. I mean like i can do the paper and i expect to get a B3 or B4 but just end up getting C6. Im just not satisfied with my Maths result. Haizzz. And i have a 50-50 chance of me getting to poly but i really wanna go to poly. Arrggghh. Im just praying hoping to get to poly.

Maybe i just need to go somewhere that i can make my mind peace. Yeah. Maybe i should go!! Haah..
Okey till here. Outtt!!

2007-02-08T20:18:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me!!

To those who have whish me, just wanna say thank you.

And Namira, im waiting for my present!! Haha..

2007-01-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

Walau. Work have been veri tiring these few days. Argghhh. Especially these two days which is yesterday and today. Whoa yesterday have to overtime for 2 hours and today 1 hour. Haiz haiz. And i dont have enough sleep. I even have difficulty getting up in the morning. Just feel like just dont wanna go to work but i have to so can earn the cash. Haah. I guess this few weeks i have to bear of feeling tired coz im not taking a day off even im very very tired.

Okey i heard that the result will be release on the 9 of Feb which is after my birthday which i hope is not. Or else im just in no mood to celebrate my birthday. Haha. But whatever it is i have to be prepared. Im just getting nervous as each day pass by. Like i said i have to be prepared and i have planned on what to do after getting my result.

If i failed(which i 101% hope not) i am going to retake. I will either retaking some of the subjects or take some private course. I definetly dont wanna go ITE. I passed i wana go to Temasek Poly and take Engineering course. I just hope that i pass. Insya'allah. Pray for me ya. Till here.

2007-01-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

Okey here i am now. Its been a long time since i update. Im just busy with my work. And imagine in two weeks, i just take 1 day off during that two weeks. See how busy i am. Haiya.Wooohooo. Anyway, Tomorrow i gonna get my first pay but it wont be much. I guess i will be around 400++. Basically i get my pay every two weeks. Tomorrow im not going to work. I will take a off day. Get pay already then dont wanna go work. HAha. Its not because of that ah. I just have something to attend to. Haha. And yeah guess what?? After getting the money, time to shopping!! I just sounded like a girl huh. Haha. I just need to get myself some new clothers and shoes. Dapat gaji spent!! Haha.

But but im not going to spend all the money. Gonna save the other half of it coz im going to spend it on my license and my birthday is in a few weeks time.Woohooo!! I just cant wait to turn 18. I just dont know why but it just feel great. Hahaha!! You know is it that hard to forget someone that you really like?? Haiz. Everytime im thinking of her, i will be missing her. I just dont know why. You may think that im crazy of something but thats how im feeling. Gosh. I guess till next time. OUtz!

2007-01-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

Okey today school reopen. I just feel kinda different or weird i should say to see many teenagers going to school in the morning and i myself going to work. Its just makes me feel lyke, ''hey school starts today and why am i not going to school.'' Well you know that type of question when it runs through your mind. Maybe im just missing secondary school's life. Hahaha. K i think im beginning to talk nonsense here so i better stop now.

To those who are going to school, Happy Schooling! Haah.

2007-01-01T18:08:00.001+08:00

Today is the NEw Year. Its 2007. Im going to miss 2006 coz many things have happenen during that year and its a memorable one to say although many things that i dont expect it to happen but it happen. Oh god. Im growing older when each year have past. Besides that im also becoming wiser. Ahh. I think i have already set myself a resolution for this year. Well lets see.

Firstly i hope that i can change myself for a better and become more muture. Haha. I think that someone will know. And also not repeating the mistakes that i have made in 2006. I mean lyke nobody is perfect in this world and people do make mistakes and learn from it. Thats what im going to do this year. Hopefully.

Secondly own myself a bike coz its my dream of having one. Hahaaaa. Yeah. Wooohhoooo.

Thirdly im going to study hard when/if i have make to poly. [Insyaallah]

Once again Happy New Year To All And A Good Year Ahead!!

2006-12-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out to Arab Street with mostly expasirian. Basically with Anuar, Restu, Wan, Fadly, Firman and World. Know them? Guess not. Haha. So reach bugis around 7 i think and had our dinner. Then we slack2 till 11.45 and took the second last train home. Lucky for me, Anuar and Restu there was a last bus for us to go home if not we have to walk home. I reached home at 1. I was having difficulty waking up for work today but i managed to wake up.

A few more hours to go and it will be New Year. Year 2007. I wont be able to go the countdown as i have to work tomorrow. Damn it. And if i were to go, im sure i will be home around 2 and i have to wake up at 6 in the morning to go to work. So it will be better if i dont go at all. But im going to miss this year's countdown. Haah. Never mind coz i was able to go last year's countdown. Haah.

So far work have been ok but tired. You dont expect if you wanna work and dont feel tired at all right? Right? And this year Hari Raya Haji, which is today, i was unable to go for the pray coz i have to work. And i have a double pay today. Good. Haah. Lets see what i wish this year to happen. Im hoping that something very good will happen to me coz this year have been a bad one for me and also hoping for that someone also.
Finally, i want to PASS my O Level!! Hopefully.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji And A Happy New Year!!

2006-12-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

Woopppaaa. I finally get myself a job after waiting about more than 4 weeks to wait for them to call. I will be working at the airport which is Sats company together with Noor and Ridwan. Luckily they too got the job and i have friends to tag along. If not i will be working alone. Haha. And we will be working together in the same team. Thats gonna be fun. Haha. So i will be working from 8 in the morning till 4 and if overtime it will be finishing at 5. Just 1 hour only. Haah.

Today was my first day of working. I have to woke up early in the morning. It reminds me of the days im going to school. Haha. So took 34 which is near my house. As i reached there i got to know that the people in the team was all the friendly type of people especially the supervisor. The supervisor will talk in a sarcastic way. It was fun working together although just 1 day of work. Maybe just today? Well i see how in the future. Haha. And finally the job was manageble and can say not so tough. Till here.

Myself during working hahaaah

2006-12-22T16:01:00.001+08:00

Okey just came back from Malaysia. Reached home yesterday night. Basically i went to Kuala Lumpur then to Port Dickson. Im just gonna write short and simple coz im lazy to write such a very long one. Overall it was fun though. Shared a lot of jokes with my uncle and just talk rubbish with each other. Haha. Not wasted. Haah.

1st Day

Well nothing much for me to say here coz i spent most of my time inside the car and the journey took around 6 hours i think to reach KL. Luckily we stayed at the 5 star Hotel. Haah.

2nd Day

This day was the fun day. We went to Sunway Lagoon. It was awesome. But at the theme park i dont take most of the rides because i have phobia of it. Haha. And i enjoyed most of my time on the pool trying all the different types of slides(i dont know how to describe it). Somehow i enjoyed it very much.

3rd Day

We went to Port Dickson. Again nothing much to say about it. But at night we went to eat seafood. Haah. It was delicious. And it was not expensive.

4th Day

The day i went home. And what shocked me was when were driving on the highway home at Malaysia, the flood was close to touching the road. But we managed to reach home safely. Thank god. I have the video but i guess i upload it next time.

Took some pictures of it.

Sunway Lagoon

Again

Another again

Pool Side

This thing will turn 36o slow and steady.

I forgot what this thing is called

Just myself

2006-12-17T15:26:00.001+08:00

What a rainy day huh. Haha. I guess its been a week since i update. Well been lazy and not in a mood to update. K i woke up 8 in the morning today and i know it was early. And for what?? To play soccer. Haha. So i played soccer with Yasir, Ridhwan, Noor, Aliff and many more at Bedok. I was early. Haha. Then followed by Yasir and his cousin and then Noor and the rest was late. But nvm. Hahaa.

We started to play although it was raining. It was fun though to play soccer in the rain. We managed to win a couple of time over a team with a big size body. Yeah. I did fell due to the slippery ground. Once i began to run to chase after the ball i will start to think, will i fell down? Because i have diffuculty stopping myself when i began to run. I mean lyke my shoe are useless one. If you get what i mean. While we were walking to the bus stop near the Bedok int something funny happened. Hhaha. Near the coffee shop Aliff started to kick the ball and he fell to the ground. And some more the coffee shop was full of people and i guess they saw it. Haha. Aliff then felt so paiseh. Karma aliff. Haha.

And yeah tomorrow i will be going to Malaysia with the whole family from my mum side together with my cousin from Australia. It will be for 4 days. Woofooo!! Hahaha. K crap. I hope it will be fun and forget about all the problems im facing right now. When i came back i hope that i will be able to forget about it and it will be a new me. Haah. Haiya still have not find myself a job. The airport still have not give a call and Noor's mother said we all confirm get but when. Im simply bored at home. Play my comp and Ps2. Its getting boring.

After i came back from my holiday if they still do not give us a call im gonna search for another job like crazy person. Seriously im broke now and i need money!! Haah. And before i end, i wanna say that i hope that she will be happy with whoever that person is coz she did told me that she have someone else in mind. I have to accept the fact although im hmm. Well i have difficulty explaining it. Till here.

Outz.

2006-12-09T02:28:00.001+08:00

Its been a while since i update. Its around 2.30am and im not even sleeping yet. Basically im just in no mood to write. I've not been myself lately due to some problem. Yeah. Im now cannot be easily irritated. If not i tend to be like some sort of getting angry. I dont even have a good sleep late at night. And sometimes i dont even sleep at all. If i managed to sleep, i will for sure dream of her. JUst why. I know i am missing her real bad and i mean bad. But this have to stop. Arrgghh. You guys will think that im crazy but im NOT. This is how i feel right now. I still really like her. There was once incident that happened to me. I was crossing the road and i was close to getting knocked down by the car.I did fell down to the ground but was close to hit by the car. Understand? The driver was not kinda angry and he even asked me wether im alright. I said yes and i apolody to him. Coz i know im in the wrong. Thats crazy right. Luckily the driver managed to break in time if not im down. Im now looking forward in getting a new life. Hopefully.

My cousin from Australia willl be coming here in 6 hours time i guess. Their flight will be reaching around 8 i think. Its been a long time since i saw them. I think it was when i was in primary 5 i think. I think thats all.
Outz.

2006-12-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

Haha. Went out for to Jurong to have a swim with Noor, Wan, Wan Tong and many more. Fun mann. Hahaha. So we planned to meet up at around 1. As ussual i get out of my house late. At the moment i thought i was late but they were late. Ni la janji melayu. Haahh. We took train straight to Chinese Garden. It was one hell of a long trip. It took around 1 hour i think. LUckily i have my mp3 with me as i can listen to. Something happen which reminds me of my past. Goodd!! A teenage malay girl was sitting beside me reading a book. And guess what?? I turn and the page she was reading on top of it wrote in big letter EIGHTEEN!! Arrghh. I was like uurrrhhhhgg. It then began to reminds me. Just why this have to happen??

Finally we reached there. I was lyke so eager to have a swim. Long time never swim. Haah. Firstly we went to the to the some sort of a relex pool. Then proceed to the pool that have wave. I was closely to drown and i was gasping for air. Haha. I dont know what it is called. So before we went home we take a ride on the slide. The slide was super fast but its fun. Wan and Want Tong have fobiour of taking the slide but we forced them to. Haah. Went to Century Square to eat. I ate Nasi Ayam. Ya lor now i have to budget as i dont have any money and im waiting from a call to get my job. Hopefully i get it.

After eating, we went to TM. I challenged Noor to a Daytona Race. The race began. At first i was leading and he managed to catch up and i thought that i could not catch him back anymore. The last lap, i managed to have the lead back and i WON!! Haah. I guess luck was on my side. He was block by a car and i take the lead. HHAAh. Slack for a while at the TM on top there and then went home. Tomorrow maybe meeting them again to play streetsoccer near my house there. So now i need a rest. Heeh. Outz!

2006-12-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

Soccer. Yup i played soccer at streetsoccer court together with Yasir, Yasir's cousin, Phirkhan, Afiq and Ashraf( Sec 3s this year). We played at Bedok. It was near to Phirkhan house. We managed to win a couple of teams and lose some of it. Phirkhan and me have to take turn being a goalkeeper. I just hate being a goalkeeper. Why? Because im scared getting hit by the ball real hard. Lol. I once watched this soccr match and the goalkeeper was hit very hard by the ball. And i was like wow. Hahaa. After playing soccer, slack at the void deck for a while and then to Phirkhan house without Afiq and Ashraf. to play Pro Evolution 6. As per normal, i lose to Yasir. Damn. The last match of all was between Yasir and Phirkhan.Yasir managed to keep up after Phirkhan scored a goal. It was a fun match to watch. Guess who won? Yasir la. By penalty kick. Haha. So after that went home.

Yasir told me to call her whenever i told him im missing her very much. But many questions runs into my mind. Will she pick up? Will she wanna talk to me? Will i feel better? Thats the question. Haiz.Well if she still like me although she told me that she does not have feeling for me anymore, why dont she give us a chance. Just a final one.If she have someone else already, then i dont know what to say about it. Outz.

2006-12-02T16:36:00.001+08:00

1 December. The night which will not be able to forget. Yesterday i had the most awesome event which was my prom night. Yes it was awesome. The theme was Retro but i did not dress as one. Yasir and me was late. It began at 7 but we reached at 8 i think. So as we reached there i saw many people with different kind of outfit. They looked really great. Yeah. So i met up some of my friends then later started eating. The food was ok. Not really tasty. Then there was prom king and queen. As for the king, there are 5 nomination and they have to dance like the 60's. And for the queen they have to walk like a model. I did nominate. The king was Omar and as for the quees it was Mahira.

So after the prom have ended, take a few pics. Then instead of going home, we decided to eat at Simpang

Bedok. Some of our friends went home but i dont feel like going home. Haha. And so i followed them to eat. I ate Mee Goreng Pattaya. Yasir treat me. It was delicious. Not delicious because it was free but it was really delicious. Haha. I reached home around 2+ i think. Below are the few pics i took with my friends.

Me and Namira

Me and Seri

Me and Phirkhan

With Mr Ow

Promp King And Queen

Omar and Mahira

Why do i have to dream about her every single night? Does this show that i really miss her or what? Help.

2006-12-01T00:29:00.003+08:00

This feeling have to stop.
But i cant seem to do it.
I told myself that i can but its not working.
Argghh.
Just why??!!

2006-11-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Went for job interview at Airport just now.
But have to wait for 2 weeks to make the pass to start working.
Just like the last time i was working there.
But this time round i will not be working the same job like last year.
Now have to clean the aeroplane(inside it).
I think it will be an easy job.

There are 4 shifts but i prefer to work at night.
Which will be from 11 till 7 the next morning.
I'm hoping that i will be getting this job.
Yeah.
Outz.

2006-11-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

Maybe i should just forget about her.
Or maybe i cant forget about her?
Thats the question.
Haiz.

How i wish that i will be given a choice on what my wish that i want.
And it can be granted.
But i guess that will not happen at ALL.
Why must reality be harsh and cruel?
Just exactly what i have done wrong till i have to receive this??
Why??!!

Now i could just see her only in my dreams.
One way.
Till here.
Outz.

2006-11-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

Every night I pray, I'll have you here someday.
I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
If I could only have one wish you'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams.

And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.
All my only dreams.
Any waking hour it seems, I only have you in my dreams
So every night I pray, I'll have you here one day.

I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.
That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.
If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.
All my only dreams.

2006-11-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

Did nothing special today but just played soccer with Noor and the gang..Yasir came late..

After playing

Arrrggg..why am i missing her..help??!! Is she telling me the truth??

2006-11-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

Had a chalet yesterday night..was ok..the food was extemely delicous especially the Satay..it was gd..hahah..decided to stay overnight since all of my frens were going to stay..so in the night just slack, walk2 and play soccer.. in the morning, we decided to see the sunrise..my first time to see the sunrise..hahah..while waiting for the sunrise, some of us slept on the beach..what i mean is on the sand..yup2 and it includes me also..was too tired la..long time never overnight..the last time was last year around December..see how long it is..hahaaah..so later we headed home..Yasir, Ridhwan and Rahim decided to come to my house..as for Ridhwan he wanted to play Ps2 so i allowed it..as they reached home, Yasir was the first one to lie on my bed..then he slept soundly..same as me..haahh..as for Rahim and Ridhwan they played the Ps2..so here are they now at my house playing the Ps2 except for Rahim as he went home as i was sleeping..

The Name.

The sun rising.

NIce scenery.

Hiaz..why am i missing her..just why..why should i miss her when i know that she is not missing me..that includes of me thinking about her every single..i told myself to stop thinking about it but i just cant..i should have done what i suppose to..arrrggghhh..and i know that she does not want us to be lyke before..all i can say now is im really sorry for what i have done but still the point of we became what we used to be will never come i guess..thats all...outz

2006-11-21T01:13:00.001+08:00

Today was the last day of paper..yeah..the paper was manageable..haha..now its the time to enjoy and enjoy but still not really enjoy..get what i mean..hahah..went tp Vivo City..suppose to meet at 12 but i was late..so i just told them to met me there..coz Yasir and Ridhwan was at my house playing Ps2..i reached there about 4.30..they were watching movie which is James Bond Casino Royale..i managd to watched half way through only as i reached there late..the movie started about 3.15 so i wasted the 1 hour part about the movie..haiya..but nvm its ok..hahah..and you guys should watch the movie..its a movie that should not be missed..hahaa..so after watching the movie, we walk around the place..and the picture are below that we took..there is more and i will upload more later aite..outz..

Me and Seri
Funny ryte me face?? haha

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2006-11-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..

I had a very tiring day..plus a gd time..went out for Hari Raya with my friends..suppose to meet at 12.40 but in the end it was about 1.15 like that..i was also late and i purposely did that because i did not want to reached the interchange first as i will feel "Paiseh" as im afraid that i will the only one wearing the Baju Kurong..hahaha..nonsense ryte..but nvm..ahaa..so after we met, went to bedok first..it was Seri's house..her mum cooked for us..good2 as i have not ate my breakfast..and i was really hungry..hahah..then to Namira's house..again her mum cooked for us..later proceed to Temasek Poly as there is a celebration for Hari Raya done by ex pasirians..at first the show was really bored one and i regret for paying $6 for the ticket but then things began to hit up..the best part was the Dikir Barat..yeah..it was a funny one..and i really mean funny..yeah u guys should have bought the ticket and watched it..ahaa..

It finished around 7..straight away went to Hazman's house as we dont wanna waste time..then to my house..whoa they so lucky ya..they ate Satay at my house..how was it? delicious?? hahah..so went to Ghazali's house..i said to him.."Ghaz, confirm mak kau order kan kite Canadian Pizza lagi nye? hahah.." as we reached there..guess what..yup the same thing happened..her mum did order pizza for us..see its true after all..just as i expected..hahah..headed to Senkang which was Nadia's house..the last one..as we reached her house it was already going to midnight..and from 9 ppl left only the 5 of us left which is Me, Ghaz, Hazman, Namira, Shikin and Nadia..left Nadia's house around 12.15 i guess so we headed home..Shikin and Namira decided to take cab home but as for us we decided to take the bus..that night was our lucky night..luckily there was a last bus heading to Pasir Ris which i think it was 88..we took it then..reached there then took 3 and stopped around Ngee Ann there..so we walk2 around there without any sense of direction..hahah..as for the pis will upload more later..

Me and Hazman.. Muke relek la..haha

Namira and Qai..

Hari Raya 2006

We decided to walk to our separate ways as we planned to go home as it was already late at night..and yeah i reached home around 2 plus i think.. arrgghhh now i tink i cant play soccer for a few weeks maybe coz my right feet the bone moved a bit backward and it still hurts a bit..haiya..

Today..

I did nothing much today..studied a bit on my Science as tomorrow will be the last paper..yeah..just 1 hour of school and thats it..i can do anything i want..yeah..
And to Namira, Happy Belated Birthday..hahah..and i know that i owe u a Merci and ur birthday present..im going to get it for you but you have to be patient aite..hahah..and thanks for helping me alot with my problems..yeah..but things just turned out right between me and her..i just dont know how to say it..well that all..long enough?? see yourself..outz..

2006-11-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

Plan was cancelled..Yasir said he will be doing it on Monday instead of today coz scared his brother scold him..haha..as for me my mum also said just on Monday after the paper ends as it will be more easier no need to spray2 all..so i said ok lor..so we plan to do it on Monday or Tuesday..yeah..gonna do it at the place where Noor said it..yaaaahhhh..yeap after the O Level finish..

I just dont know where to start from it..she said that we should stop what we're having coz she does not feeling for me anymore..just because of 1 month of not meeting each other..issit really true that just for not meeting for 1 mth and this thing happen..and she said she sux at relationship..wll thats for me to judge wether she sux at it or not..but to me she is not ok because im the one feeling it..i really like her and i really do but things did not turn out right..i told myself already that if things are getting better i try my very best that we will not fight with each other often but it did not happen that way..i just tought that she will the one for me but it did not happen that way..i knew it from the start that something like this gonna happen but i just..well dont know how to describe about it..and now i have to suffer..aaarrrgghhh..i just have one word to say it..i really hate myself..

I gonna play soccer with my friends ..yup..i still have the injury but who cares ryte..i dont care either..i still wanna play..worst comes to worst is that i cannot walk for a few days..so?? im stubborn..yes i am..i just dont care about myself anymore..gtg for now..outz!!

2006-11-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

A few more days left, 1 more paper to go and its gonna be over..yeah..but im in no mood to celebrate all this..all the papers were difficult except for English and COmbined Humanities..i did not managed to complete the History paper which is source based..god help me plz..arrgghhh..im quite happy that for stuctured essay the topic i studied came out..im not looking forward in taking my results but i gonna pray hard that i will get throught..plz god help me..arrgghhh..im rally hoping that i will get through..

Maybe later gonna go out with Yasir and Noor about 8..Yasir wanna dye his hair..if plan is not failed ah..as for me see first ah eh..im just in no mood ryte now..feeling depressed ryte now about the papers..im wondering what will happen..haiz..thats all as for now..will update more tonight..outz..

2006-11-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

Woohoo..what a rainy day..its a good time to have a sleep ryte..hahaha..just came back..went out for a while only..while on the way home it started to rain and im a bit wet only..tried to run but cant because my leg still injured..remember..hahaha..gonna study my History later on..got alot of chapter to study and also memorize..and mayb go out again after studying..im just bored la..haiya..what shoud i do eh later..hmm..a few more days left..yeah yeah..hahahaaa..

In life, sometime things that you want it to happen did not turn out the way that you want it..how would you feel ah..haiz..i guess this is what happening to me..im still doutbful..should we continue and pretend nothing happen? i wanted to ask but am afraid about the answer that will be haunting me..gosh..i regard myself as stupid for what i have done..haiz..arrggghhh..

Gtg for now..wanna study my history..wish me luck ya!! outz...

2006-11-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

Arrggghhh..my leg are still in pain..haiya..just hope it will recover soon..studied a bit on my A Maths just now..i gave up on that subject already but just study abit only..at least dont get a zero ah..hahah..while studying Noor called saying come to his house..he said that just go there slack2 only for Hari Raya or what ah..so i said okla..got food somemore to eat..if not wasted ryte..Yasir and Ridhwan was there already..so at around 7+ i got out of my house and went to his house..guess what we did there..haha..just play Winning Eleven and play with the comp..was fun though..hahah..and the food was extremely delicious..we ate Mee Goreng with chicken..delicious delicious..hahah..

I said that we played Winning Eleven ryte..hmm i lose to Ridwan and Yasir but i won to Noor by just 1 goal different..again played with Yasir..this time it was a draw..haiya need to train up back to get the skill..yeap yeap after my O level..which is gonna be ssooonnn..hahha..my tutor lent me her Ps2..so gd eh..hahah..gotta sleep already..tomorrow my A Maths paper..hahah..outz..

Ps: Will things get back to normal again??

2006-11-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah..tonight again we played streetsoccer..with Yasir, Noor and the gang..there were around 12 of us so we split into groups of 3..i still join them although my leg was still injured..how stubborn can i get huh..crazy me..hahaha..while playing just now, i kept falling for quite a number of time..my leg are just weak la..hahah..we played till 10..then after that slack for about 1 hour which is till 11..went straight home after that..

I have 3 more papers left..which is my A Maths, History and COmbined Science..yeah..cant wait for the papers to finish which is next monday..i can do anyting i want after that..not coming home also can ah..hahaaah..k la..gtg for now..i wanna watch soccer maths..my team is playing..Arsenal Vs Liverpool..hahahaa..i hope that Arsenal are going to win the match..yeah..outz...

2006-11-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

Haiya..this Phirkhan ah problem ah..always telling me tu update..whats the problem with him ah..i know ah my English sux ryte..hhahah..i've been busy for this 1 whole week..all i did was just study and study only..haiya..soooo stress!! hahah..

Just came back just now playing street soccer with Yasir, Noor and the gang..played at Simei..Aidil standard..say wanna play but in the end never come..paitao habes!!such a waste of time by just there..nvm ah..then things get worst for me..guess what..while playing a huge guy kicked my leg together with the ball..never even said sorry or something..busterd..then i have difficulty getting up just to stand back..now i can hardly walk..even a few distance is just killing me..and the pain is getting worst..arrrggghhh..also thanx to Aidil coz his the want who wanted to play there but in the end did not turn up and i suffered the injury..walau..before that my left eyes keep twitching(im not sure of the spelling) for a coulpe of days..and i know that something bad gonna happen to me..i guess the injury is what the bad thing happened to me..haiz..

K la..tired already..what a long day i have..outz!!

2006-11-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

One word to say about the Exam...

DIFFICULT!!

Haiya..im feeling stress ryte now..will update more later if im free...

2006-11-04T14:53:00.000+08:00

2 MORE days left..

Im feeling Nervous!!!

Wish me Luck ya!!

2006-11-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

What the hell is happening??

Its getting on my nerve!!!

Aaaarrrrggggghhh!!!

DOnt know you that you aree being selfish??!!

Haiz...

2006-11-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

Did nothing much today..i just studied the whole day..in the morning went to my tutor house to revise on my Chemistry and did a bit of practise from the 5 year series..and guess what..i was late for 1 hour..i woke up late lor..stayed late at night yesterday studying my Social Studies and watch tv..got a very interesting movie at Star Movies..but i dont watch it till it end..just watched it halfway through only..was hoping that they will show that movie again..i lost $50 as i was going home..must have dropped it while taking out my mp3..i was like wtf..$50??!!What a luck huh!!at around 4 did a bit of English..just practise je..haha..

After doing English planned to go to Bedok library..i ask Wan weather he wanna follow or not and he said he was sick..hahah..and i know why he was sick..and its gonna be funny one if im going to write here but im not going to tell..tk baik nanti..hahaa..and so i just went to the library alone without him..yeap alone..i just studied there for only 2 hours..not that long ryte..practise my Maths for the paper 1..just did O Level paper 2003..was manageble..i wish the paper will be manageable for this coming MOnday..take 168 to proceed to Century Square to get a new pair of contact lense..as i was on my way home, terserempak with Restu and his girl..it has been a long time since i met him..hahaaaah..

Here i am now updating and feeling bored..just finished watching Prison Break..i think they just make a perfect couple if you know what i meant and only if you watched it and get what i mean..going to continue studying my Social STudies later..i tink gonna sleep late again..and im not feeling quite ok now..having a headache..i can now feel the stressness..haiz..but who cares..just bear with it for a few weeks only and im free..yeah!! but im not looking forward to that day as i know that i will be receiving a very bad news which gonna........im not gonna explain it here..i just dont know how it got so bad..outz..

And i know that you are avoiding...fine then if you wanna it..im making an effort so save this relationship but she seem not to bother about it..haiz..

2006-11-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

Hello there

Basically did nothing special today..i woke up early today..hmm i tink around 9.30 i guess..onlne for a while and just listened to some music..here i am now.. just finished studying my Social Studies on the chapter good governence..it took me 2 hrs to do the mindmap..took so long eh..hahah..a few more days and i will be sitting for my O Level..i just could not wait the day for the papers to end..then i can enjoy and do anyting i wanna do..but still im feeling nervous..nervous if weather for the paper is gonna be easy or difficult..gosh..tonight going to continue reading my Social Studies again..

Yesterday went out with Yasir and Ridhwan to the library to study..Ridhwan and i studied Social Studies while Yasir was studying something else..Phys i guess..we were in the library around 2 hours then off to eat at Century Square..the food was ok..after that we walked for a while at TM as Wan wanted to buy necklace..mcm pompuan ah..hahaha..then off we went home..intend to study my Chemistry but changed of planned due to wanting to watch tv..i watched Saw at HBO or Star Movies..im not sure what the channel was..forget ler..but im sure its either one of them..it was a great movie and i knew that movie was shown last 2 years i think..it was great..now i wanna searchd for the dvd Saw 2 if they have..it is a continue story from Saw..yeap..

I'm missing her day by day..haiz..and i just hope that she will give me a second chance..im sorry for the mistake that i have done..and was hoping that you forgive me..

2006-10-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

YEah..MT paper was alright..the paper 1 was quite difficult and the paper 2 was much more better than the June paper..it was manageble..well hope i will get B3 or B4 for this time..i just have to pray hard for it..and i hope i will get the grade..Phirkhan said my english is bad huh..yup and its true..haha..my eng is just poor..see how the way i wrote here you guys can know already..but i just hope that i will be able to improve my english..

After the paper, decided to go to Ridhwan's house but in the end change of plan..he said we guys cant go to his house..he said his father sumting or what ah..forget already..haha..then we decided to go home then but Yasir decided to stay in school to study..ntah blajar ke tk tu bdk..confirm never one..hahah..

I guess she is trying to avoid me or sumting..how do i know..coz i just know..Azlin told me that she like me and wait till the O level end and see whats next..but i got to know another info that it is the other way round..gosh just who should i believe..what a problem i have here..well thats life huh..

2006-10-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

Again started my day doing my maths again..yup..maths maths and maths..im hoping for my maths to get grade A2 or B3 for my O Level..well my N Level i got 2 for my maths so i was hoping that i would also get the same grade for this O Level..and yeah im going to pray hard hoping that the paper will be easy..2 more days left and i will be resitting for my MT paper..i got to resit for the paper again coz i got C5 for the last time and this time round im going to do better for it..for MT i just hope that i will be getting B4..that is the minimum target i aim..if can i just hope that i got a B3..that will be enough..after this im gonna memorise back my peribahasa..and its gonna be alot!!

Wish me luck ya!! HAHAHA..

She decided for us to take a break for a while..take a break huh..im not saying that im xpert in this kinda thing but to me i know she want to end it and not take a break instead..i have been in this kinda situation and i knew it.. lets see weather its true about what i said..i was hoping that i would be wrong..well lets just see okey..if things turn out to be unexpected one i just hope i will be able to forget her as i like her so much..i just dont have the chance to tell her this again as im scared that she might avoid me..haiz..

2006-10-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

I was wake up by Aidil today..he callded me..suddenly said "eh Mukh aku nampak dia ngan lelaki laen ah.."i was lyke its true or not or he was just joking only..then i just could not sleep anymore..just kept thinking about it..damn..i sms Azlin asking her weather the sec 3s are still in school or not..she replied saying no..i then told myself that well its true then..guess what happen then? Azlin told me that i was being punk'd! she told me that Aidil and Ridhwan was just joking only..they purposely wanna disturb me..tkde keje ke pe sia..i was kinda angry with them..eh cmon ah wanna disturb me can ah..i accept it but when this joke is being played to me i just hate it..i have my limit to it..shito! then Ridhwan called me saying he was sorry and not to be angry..i was lyke ok2..

Today i studied 6 hours straight with having only 10 mins brakes..started with practising my Maths and then procced to English by doing other school paper given by my tutor..i just have to do it..O level is just around the corner..and day by day im feeling nervous about it..just a few more weeks left..haiz..

Yesterday went out with Yasir and Ridhwan..i wanted to buy a new watch as my old watch are not working anymore..and yeah i managed to find one..it cost $110 after 20% discount..the ussual price was $135..expensive huh..hahah..procced to Isetan as Ridhwan wanted to buy singlet..we decided to eat at the KFC then..that was our lucky day huh..haha..one of our school mate work there..so we asked him no free or wat.. we odered 3 bendito( im not sure weather the spelling is correct or not) meal..he gave us another cheese fries for free and 3 cups of milo instead of pepsi..well if you wanna change the drink you have to pay extra ryte..well we dont need to!! hahah..slack at the Tm last floor there..took some pic of it but i was so stupid to delete all of it..again walked2 at Tm..go arcade then toys r us..nothing better to do la..haha..

I guess just till here..long enough already ryte..i know..hahah.. k ciow!!

2006-10-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

I kinda not in a mood today..i just get to know that she was not sure weather she still lyke me or not..but i have a sense that she no longer lyke me anymore coz things have been very different lately..im not sure myself how to explain it..but i just have these feeling telling me its true..how i wish there is no love in this world huh..that will be better..i wont get hurt..well thats a wish only that WONT come true and it is impossible to come true..

Just finish watching the movie Heart..the show tonight was so boring..i had no choice but to watch the movie to kill my boredoom..well my bro borrowed from his fren..an Indonesian movie..a very sad story..you guys should watch it..out of 5 i gave 3.5..3.5 is it a good rate? to me its yeas ah.haha..im so lazy to type regarding the movie as it will be a long one..well mayb next time ya..

Selamat Hari Raya!! Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!!

2006-10-23T16:45:00.000+08:00

Waddup

Basically i didnt do anyting today..went to tuition again..practise my Maths..then did Chemistry prelim paper 2006 by Junyuan sec..it was more easier than my school paper..guess what? after sahur i got sad news from my mum..my grandmother neighbour, one of their family members passed away..was their father..soo sad..1 more day to Hari Raya and such tragedy happened..god loves him more then..i can feel the sadness they are feeling..i already lost 2 of my grandfather..so i knew how it is to feel when u lost someone that u love alot..now i wont be able to see him anymore coz everytime my grandmother's house have our gathering, he will sure will be invited..he was a very sociable person..always make my uncle laughed..thats all about him that i know coz i rarely talked to him..overall he was a nice person..thats all about him then..

And yeah..Arsenal won the match yesterday..they vs against Reading..won 4-0..first goal was scored by Henry..second goal was by Hleb then V.Persie and finally a penalty kick taken by Henry..Arsenal played well..i watched it..haha..outz!!

2006-10-21T21:32:00.001+08:00

What a boring day i have..well start my day having a tuition again in the morning..did O Level 2004 Maths Paper 2..can say the paper was ok2 la..was manageable..then went straight home..went home also nothing to do..just played with the computer only..today im not in the mood to study..just dont know why..my mind kept thinking about this stupid problem of mine..i just could not stop thinking about it..but cmon Mukh..O is just around the corner..study study..well i will try to..stupid problem..

I watch the movie Hitch at HBO..comedy and romance movie..the movie is basicly about Alex “Hitch” Hitchens is a legendary and deliberately anonymous New York City “date doctor” who, for a fee, has helped countless men woo the women of their dreams..while coaching Albert, a meek accountant who is smitten with a glamorous celebrity, Allegra Cole, Hitch finally meets his match in the person of the gorgeous, whip-smart Sara Melas, a gossip columnist who follows Allegra’s every move..the ultimate professional bachelor, Hitch suddenly finds himself falling deliriously in love with Sarah, a reporter whose biggest scoop could very well be the unmasking of Manhattan’s most famous date doctor..the movie was a enjoyable one although the movie was showed last year..well i guess its true then that falling in love is hard..but it is impossible not to fall in love in life..till here..outz!!

2006-10-21T00:47:00.001+08:00

Waddup..just came back from 3 hrs of street soccer..yeah it was damn fun but sooo tired..but earlier stupid mat rep or im not how it should be spell came..and i know they came there not to play soccer but just to create trouble..eleh biase ah member ade berani wat..one of them kick my leg but i just ignored them..well im not the only one but Noor also..busterd..my mood for playing soccer changed..Yasir, me and one of Noor friends kept disturbing Aidil until he fed up..haha..was fun disturbing him..sorry eh Aidil..main2 je la eh..haha..when the lights went off the whole court was ours..we played 1 hour..just between us..yeah..and sorry if i used any of broken English eh..my English is not that good..

Something i have this stranged feeling of mine..well im not sure weather it is true or not..but is a bad one..should i just ask?? im not sure myself..i guess its better for me hmmm..haiya not sure la..damn..

2006-10-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

Match between Yasir & Me..

Yasir Versus Me..

Yasir win the match 2-0

Here's the match between Rahim & Yasir..

Rahim Vs Yasir..

Yes yes..guess what..the paper was manageable..can say was quite easy..but i wote wrong answer when the ask what is salt T..i wrote copper(2) hydroxide and the ans was copper(2) cloride..damn..but i am glad that the paper was not difficult..well hope that i manage to pass for that paper..after the paper proceed to Yasir house to play ps2 Winning Eleven 10..above
are the pics i took as im bored waiting for my turn to play..Yasir won all the match..but what to do..he played well..gd game..hahah..i was hoping to win him one day but i guess dream on..eh but dreams do come true..hahah..Yasir beat me by the score of 3-0..damn!!

2006-10-18T18:42:00.001+08:00

Start off my day with having tuition in the morning..i have difficulty waking up in the morning but i forced myself to..damn..the tuition started at 11 but i came at 11.30..and i know im late and the tutor said nothing at all..hahah..then meet up with Yasir and Rahim..went to CC Mcdonald..asking Rahim regarding the Science practical..now i know much better about it..thanx to Rahim..followed Yasir to buy some food near my house under the block..like a bazaar lyke that..were lyke stupid coz keep walking the same route..haha..for tomorrow still i just hope that the paper will be easy..yes easy..

2006-10-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

2 more days to my Science O Level practical..im feeling nervous..haiz..just hope that i will do well for it and the paper will not be hard..im going to pray hard that the paper will be easy..gosh..and i wont panic at all and watever happens..all i have to do is just stay calm and mentally focus..now no more time to slack already..study study and study..now im going to study already.. WISh ME LUck PPl!!

2006-10-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

After Graduation Day..

Thumbs up for Maths..haha..

5a2 during PE..

With Mr Ow..

5a2 Malay..

Hmm..what to update eh..nvm ah just talk nonsense je ah..i guess im going to miss secondary school life..no more fun that i used to have during the days..cannot disturb the teacher anymore..haiya..cannot hear Mr Ow wistle anymore..hah..no PE..god..but still i have to accept the fact that i have to leave Secondary school life and all my friends that i used to disturb..and also the uniform..haah..

2006-10-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

Here is my first entry..it was Yasir's idea for me to have this blog so i juz say yes ah..all the template he did for me..hahah..thanx dude! so if its boring so phm2 je ah eh..haha..i start my day with having tuition in the morning..was ok ah..i practise alot on my Maths and yeah i managed to do all the questions..then proceed to Plaza SIngapura to take Yasir's hp..meet up with Anuar..long time never went out with him..also mit up with Noor and the gang..so we walk walk around town to find clothes..and i juz bought one only..haiz..Ridhwan got disturb by me just now..well he started it by calling me Mat Bongkok so i disturb him back..Mat Sawan..hahaha..main2 je ah eh wan..

At night went to play pool with just Anuar and Yasir..every game i lost and i nearly win each game because i cannot put the black ball inside..damn it..maybe was just my luck ah..haha...suddenly she just msg me just now..not expected by it so i juz reply..but again later she juz replied okays..might as well no need to msg..feeling tired la..till here..outz!